An Infinitesimal Summary of A Now Rapidly Manifesting Mode of Existence

It is time I shared who I Am and how I live my life..I love the way I live it and who I am and wouldn't change it for anything in the universe..if perhaps some people find something for themselves in it thats an added bonus.

Who I Am Now

A child of this world, trying to live my life from the moment forward. I attempt to make my reality and my present not a product of my past or who I have been in the past, but a product of the future that I am living into. I am a cosmotheist, I have felt and found the Buddha head and have seen and felt enough to know, for me, that questions and thinking are futile and limited, and that in the collective unconsciousness that stems from the nothing and that engulfs and is everything and anything that can be reached through active spiritual practice on a moment to moment basis lies all the truth and reality I ever seem to need.

I am in love, infinite, and living my life into a future of uncontained, explosive expression as a life in this universe. Exploring for myself as the first consciousness ever did, I live with a passion for the very existence of life that makes every moment of my life my best moment. I need but the sky above me, the wind in my hair, and the night stars alone to feel at home anywhere in this universe at any given time - for the sky and wind are mine. Not mine alone, but mine just as much as any consciousness' in this universe.

I am not my name, my clothing, my shelter, or any of my actions of the past. I am an essentially nameless, label-less entity that is therefore free to be anything and anybody it wants to.

I Am that I Am, and thats who I Am

The question that remains unanswered, usually, is "does this internal state crossover and manifest itself as you want in reality"? Answer - Yes




Core Beliefs

- I Am that I Am, it is what it is, which is nothing, and therefore from me and from anything can stem everything

- There are only 3 rational truths that I recognize:

1) I will die
2) I like positivity, happiness, and creative expression
3) I am currently in the possibly 'for a one time and a one time only' position of being alive

From this, if need be, I can rationally deduce, for myself, that I want to live every damn awesome moment of my short, short life with positivity, happiness, and abundant creative expression, for one day, perhaps today, I will die.

- We are island universes, never to behold another's consciousness, ever. For all I know, I am all that is real as I am a perceiving consciousness, and that therefore nobody in this universe is inherently right or wrong, and that I will live as I please, attempting to take all those who volunteer along into my newfound world of infinite expression.

- Pain, fear and suffering are not real. They are constructs of the mind. The sensation of pain is simply that; the sensation. That it is painful and/or negative is my instinctive interpretation. What the sensation REALLY is is just the sensation, in its naked existence.

- Uncontained euphoric oneness and cosmic alignment are all that are real. Through spiritual practice, the godhead that is acheived has not the concept of suffering - its as though it has never existed, all it has is an immeasurably vast oneness, unceasing eternal love, and barenaked, raw possibility.

- In this godhead, inherent feelings of appropriateness of action are governed from the very core, and are therefore unshakable. The conscience automatically aligns with all that is good and true, for real and not in doctrine. Suicide, murder, harm of another consciousness are unmanifestable in this state. The only feelings one has towards other consciousnesses is of eternal connection, positivity, and a want to creative a further positive experience in the union of the other consciousness.

- The godhead must be achieved through our innate state though; through the mind. The mind is very heavily influenced by biological agents, dopamines, hormones, and the like. Supplementation of biological agents can put the mind in a much better position to achieve the godhead, if active spirituality is practiced while under the influence. Marijuana, testosterone, light alcohol, and psychedelics are my biological agents of choice to influence my ascension into this state, usually when I find sober meditation is difficult at the time. No 'feel good' substances, and no physically addictive substances; they are eventually counterproductive to the purpose.

- My body and mind are my physical vessels in this short, euphoric experience of life, and I work at keeping them healthy as possible through the lifetime.



I write poetry, and find it best expresses me most often, and so I will post some of my pieces of relevance

We Are Cosmos

Look forth to the night sky. Behold that vast, unchained, untouched eternity. It belongs to you. Not to you alone, but as much to you as to anybody, and hence nobody owns it any more than you do.

Look down at your hands and limbs. They are not controlled by puppeteer strings. They are yours to move as you please. Feel that phenomenal life force that courses in triumphant bursts through your veins. Its ultimacy and indomitability is supreme and second to none.

Everything that exists is owned equally by you as by anybody. Nobody seems to realize this. Your life and what you do with it isn't a fucking inheritance. It's yours and yours alone by divine right.

Presidents don't run shit. They only pretend to because nobody realizes that they have no more right to determine any collective fate than they themselves do.

Don't ever complain that you are not free or are powerless. Every damned molecule in this universe belongs to you. To you no less than to anybody else.

Don't you dare cry about restraints. There are none.

Liberate yourself by liberating this world. Pass this message on forward. It is time that makind obliterated its self imposed - self sustained shackles.

It is time for the heroic realization of this basic yet unchartered law of ultimate equality and of the brilliant magnificence of this core and indestructable freedom.

Redemption of the realization of the unbreakable core - Forge it forward. Now.

Eternities in Nothing




Funny how one of the practically closest instances when a a man
can feel what it is like to be all powerful, when he has a miniscule lifeform
in his hands and at his every mercy, he feels not even remotely powerful.

one feels minuscule in the fraction of life, and realizes
the value of the life in ones hands.

the feeling is anything but one of being all powerful

it is incredibly humbling. it weakens me at the knees. the benevelonce of life,

of this intangible thing that courses through us,

allows us to experience the wind on a warm summer day,

the rustles of the leaves of the palm trees, nervous first kisses, warm blankets,

family and hot chocolate on a cold and wet day, the engulfing innocence in new born puppy breath, the explosive life that radiates from flowers, the only world where man may actually contribute to and work in symphony with nature that is art, the indescribable epiphany of music

this life force...behind things.

when i hold a life in my hands i feel eternally endebted to the very existence of life and what it allows me to experience. I am ALIVE. Possibly for a ONE TIME AND ONE TIME ONLY I am PART of this magnificent force, I can feel it coursing through my veins. So much love to give, so much that I can create. So much unexperienced.